Monday, January 25, 2010

do i eva get da chance again aftr dis??

js now,i'm chattn & gossippn wit ma besty a.k.a ma roomy..we talk & talk 4 almost 2 hours..just sit while havn our dinner...we talk abt everythns..abt lyfe..i told her its okie if we share everythn now,we dunoe if we stil get da chance after dis..espcially after we graduate..we dunoe our future..i'm afraid we really hard 2 meet up & communicate wif aftr dis,coz of meby we wil gettn bz wif d jobs or else..but hope everythns wil b fine forever..insyaallah..lately i owits thinkn abt ma future..ma everythns..dunoe y..meby ma age also was one of d factor..hoho~~i'm not saying dat i'm gettn matured,not exctly i gues..but i js follow da flow of lyfe..one of ma fren owits said 'just go wif da flow,& u wil be okie..'huhu..majority of ma colleague already in workn world..& sum of them not yet, like me..thank god i'm not all alone..=) but i stil can proud of maself i got 2 certificates..1crtfcte-diploma in teaching english s a 2nd language and 2crtfcte-bachelor arts in english..dis wut i luv..i luv d language..i'm lucky cz got a chance 2 b bilingual person..after 6 years learnn in english field, i hope i wil b more prepared 4 ma future...plz pray 4 ma gud..insyaallah..=)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

ReSoLutiOnS FoR tWo ThOusANd & teN=)



a) increasn ma cgpa bek..>>due 2 ma promise 2 ayah & mama..

b) try 2 do saving.. >> travelln europe dis year..insyaallah=)

c) study smarter than b4..>> cz 2 muc sleep b4;p

d) mit up dr faiz s much s i can >> til ma thesis done!!=)

e) bein nice than b4..ekeke;p

f) new luv...if theres any...haha;p

g) spendn lodsa tym wif ma buddies >>dunoe we cn hav da same moment aftr we graduate o not, cz 4 sure everyone hav their own way of lyfe aftrwrds..=(

h) write s muc s i can in ere..;p

i) attendn all ma colleagues weds..lodsa weds 2 attend dis year..=)

j) invitin peoples attendn 2 ma weds..hahahhaa;p >>dunoe wen..n wil it b reality??;p

k) findn gud job 2 pay 4 ma car loan aftr i end ma study..>>city..y cn't u b more cheaper like kncil o sum sort of..huhu..

l) be da best aunty 4 adil & amir=)

m) last but not least >> b a great daughter & sista 2 ma family of coz...=)

n) searchn 4 a job from now onwards..& SPA done edy>> promised wif sumone 2 tke ptd exam 2geda..hope da luck b wif us,insyaallah=)

Saturday, January 23, 2010

u got me!!=)

jus realize abt dis song..really cheeky & i luv da lyrics..;p

YOu GoT mE;p
(by colbie caillat)

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide - I like you
I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe - you got me
You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like
Livin everyday in this life - without you.
Without you.
One look from you I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,

Oh, I just can't get enough
I'm a stoup[] I need to fill me up.
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

gotcha!!!=)

Dedicated 2 J.A.A.C.H.U.M=)


our frenship is almost 5 years..alhamdulillah..even we go thru sweet & sour memories all over the years..jus wanna thanx 2 u 4 everythn u'v done 4 me..4 sharn our ntah pape stories everyday..haha;p i'm gonna miss u much after dis if we have 2 b apart one day which i hope not..=(

MA CHUM !

Wen I cry u help me out
Wen I'm happy u hear me shout
Wen I grin u know I'm really mad
Cz u r my besty
u can tell wen I'm sad

U r there in thick and thin
u r my best friend
u hear me out when I want to talk
u help me out when I get mad
u are the bestest friend I've ever had

So hear me out wen I say
u r the light in my day
u are the moon in my night
u shine very bright
u are the bestest friend I have..

so..hope u alwtz succes in wuteva u re doin after dis..especially in ur lyfe..ur career,ur future family & everythns..plz remind dat i wil alwts b wif ya wen u nid me yar...thanx again 4 bein u...

all a't L.O.V.E...


everythns past...i'v had a beautiful moment once..but i dunoe i did da rite thngs o not..not sure..i noe ma luv story ws realy interestn 4 others 2 gossippn of..but everythns end now...nuthn 2 tel..nuthn 2 share..hope u guys get ma c2ations..sum of ma colleagues said dat they really sorry & sad abt it..but i'm not..i dun care if people said i'm wrong & everythns happend cz of ma fault..i dun mind..at least i noe wuts exctly happened, & i noe maself..yeah..meby i'd shared sum of ma stry 2 sum colleagues..hope others dun mind y i'm not telln u guys..i js need appropriate tym,i hope i cn 4get al dat sort of thngies..if i wanna tell,i'l u guys wif all ma heart without u asked 4 it..no worries=) ermm..meby a gurl nid sumone who realy apreciated their presence in other party lyfe..hmm..i dunoe..i noe sumtym i'm vry cruel..but i did it on purpose & wif reasons..yeah..meby we cn js b friend..meby..i dunoe..theres no effort from other party oso,& shud i start 1st..neva!!!but,frankly speakin,i'm really happy wif ma lyfe now..hope it stays 4ever..i js wanna ma lyfe back,& i got it now..=)4 me,2 luv sumeone is 2 understand each other, 2 laugh together,2 smile with your heart & 2 trust one another.One important thing is to let each other go
if you can't do this...coz Luv is a miracle, so, cherish it...guys,u noe wut..2 fall in love is easy,even 2 remain in it,is not difficult;our human loneliness is cause enaf.But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be...think about it!!=)

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Dedicated 2 'Adilah Razdwan=)



I'v very few friends who r true to my heart. Yet, dos dat r, I care 4 & luv unconditionally. I wish 4 them health, happiness, prosperity, beauty, and love. I wish for them all things gud,i.allah..

This poem is one I wrote to one of my very closest friends when she had to go off to industrial traininn over sum km away from upm. Though, I couldn't bare da tot of her leavn,& I knew dat I was so proud of her & dat I wud owitz b here for her, just as I knew she would always be there for me no matter how many miles apart..

It has been almost a month now,n thankful dat theres fcebuk 4 me 2 kip in touch n noe hows shes there..I'm grateful 2 have her as a friend. so, i'm wishng u da kind of day dats filled wif special things..The kind dats long remembered,4 da happiness it brings!

Ma dearest dilla,
I wish u luck,
Wif big bucks;
I wish u smiles,
And no cries;
I wish u joy,
Higher than the sky;
I wish u pride,
Always on ur side;
I wish u success,
Which brings u happiness;
I wish u love,
As pretty as a dove;
I wish u affection,
And protection;
I wish u care,
Which is bare;
I wish u everything,
Cause you’re my friend...
n u owitz be...

thanx 4 owitz bein there 4 me wen i nid sumone 2 rely on..thanx 4 bein a really great friend 2 me & u owitz b..hope u njoy ur practcum thre,n i wil owitz pray 4 ur success..missn yar gurl....gud luck til july!!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

great wikend=)


ma beloved adil in da mrnn wif his barney=)


amir in da mrnn while watchn barney=)


thanx 2 jaa,pjah n ret 4 cumn..thanx 4 helpn us 2 tke gud cre of adil n amir wen we bz wif d guests=)

wut a great wikend!!!dis wikend i'm goin bek home with ma 2 buds-jaa & pjah..we havn our dinner las nyte @ ramal jnction on da way bek home..nice meal with char kuey teow,tahu bakar & yong tau fu..mama,ayah n amie not home cz they went 2 malacca 2 meet ma granny @ maksu ome..then,dis mrnn,ret is cumn 2 ma ome 2 b wif us..pround wif ret coz cn make it 2 ma home alone!!!u did it ret!!great!;p we jus play around wif adil n amir cz their parents went out 2 find amir's walker @ sogo..kak lynn promise me 2 be bek @ 12 at least,but u noe wut tym shes got bek??530pm!!hoho..thank god ma frenz ere wif me at home helpn tke gud cre of amr n adil cz ma fmily quite bz preparn 2nyte stuff (family meeting)..thanx guys=)

@8pm,ma relatives cum over 2 our place..realy great 2 c them n they bring lodsa fuds..mama prepared spagety,butter rice wif fried chcken,mushrum soup,n sate..cik lan brought pizza,cik nab-pau n cik ayie-rojak buah..2nyte fuds was heaven..n accdntly all ma buddies wish 2 hav pizza b4,but we cannot affort dis moment cz we r lackn of money & budget..their jpa not in yet, n maself oso quite sengkek;p but then,2 nyte we had everythns 4 free..rezki mnyebelahi kami..we js got almost a set of piza cz mama prepared mushrum soup n spagety,ayah bought pepsi,n cik lan brought pizza...u noe how we felt???wow!!!;p

we havn our family meetn @ almost 10pm..huhu~~we discussed abt d agenda of our family day..ma dad was d pengarah progrmme..so,dats y i'v 2 b muc serious wif dis event dis year;p hope i cn cope with d job n all d thingies;p discus n discus...muc later til 12am++...huhu~~thank god we find d solution n everythns settle wif perfect budget + agenda..so,i got 2 do ma minutes,reports n everythns needed in dis matters..everyone r waitn 4 ma email soon..hoho...pray 4 me 2 do ma best yar!!!!=)

hmm..lodsa job r waitn..didn do ma corprte comm notes yet..ma bilingual notes..ma thesis stil hangn on d air,upcumn public relation event,n mgm bsnes..fuhh..nid lodsa strength 2 go thru all dis thngs..i.allah..i noe allah will be wif me always...i.allah..

Friday, January 15, 2010

gossippn wif tenk & piqa=)


dkt dpn dectar ukm,kjhnn terbuke silat(xingt da name die);p


2 pan pizza...nyum2...lapa la plak tgk pix nh..haha;p thanx tenk=)


@ pizza...we gossppn xhengat dunie..haha;p discussn abt d guy of cos;p

2tay,s planned las 3 days b4, we gather @ dectar ukm..wut a luvly day..ma 1st tym eva watchn d silat competition eva..can't undrstnd how da games rule exctly,but js watch 3 games and then we havn our lunch n gosspn of cos;p so,we straight 4ward headn 2 pizza hut,warta cz tenk wil treatn us=) cz she's d only one yg kaye raye n we r not!!!;p tenk wif full hearted n relly sincere(hopfully,haha!!) treatn us a set of 4..so full..realy great tym 2 hv pizza with ma bloved frens..u noe how it feels wen we eat n chattn in da same tym..haha;p thank god dat tym not d lunch hour yet..so,we really havn our lunch peacefully n amir-da waiter givn us his best service,..js can't rmmbr his face..soo innocent..he's new there meby..hahaha;p fiqa stil selera mamam even ade game dat evenn..i dunoe how she feel las evenn wif her stomach full wif pizza inside n fightn over da utp opponent..haha;p hope everythns okie la kn=)

adil & amir

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both of them r ma nephew>>adil & amir..ma beloved n who mde ma lyfe happier eva..they r grown up in front of me..they did their readn,they did funny thngs,their sweet smile,n all da happy thngs from them...really thankful they were ere in our family now..at least they can mke us owitz smile n chill=)=) n wut mkes i'm owitz eager 2 return home jus them..js 2 c them..but of course 2 meet ma parents oso,but both of dis 2 boboy really mde me can't wait til d wikend 2 meet them up..cz ma sista stay @ banting-her husbnd ouze,n only retrn 2 kjg on wkend..luv them muc...hope both of u cn b gud son 2 ur parents,gud nephew 2 ur aunties,gud grandson 2 nenek n atok s well=)=)

1st tym....

hye...glad 2 b ere @ last..i noe its edy late 4 me 2 start bloggn..but wuteva it is i'l gve maself a chance 2 write ovr ere even no one go thru dis...haha;p so,hopn dat i'l njoy maself then..ope u s well..haha;p